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Topic: encounter at the well, dark realm voyage
Nyghtshayde
Lost Soul


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Posted: Aug. 11 2007,10:31 am

Yihh - thats what I was told the place was when I asked. I have found roots/origins of this word in italian and

jewish language searches, moreso italian. Even came across user members of forums that named themselves Yihh.

Still I am not finding suitable definitions for the word. I only have 1/2 my library with me but I could have

sworn it was a name of a chakra center in kaballah. But if so it's a minor center in one of those more super

detailed books, you know the type. Maybe I'm wrong maybe my mind connected me with the word for other reasons

unfathomed.

1st time I went there I didn't dream or be aware of the beginning of the dream/state so I came in late as it were.

Rolling hills and dark trees and vegitation much like the realms in some of my fantasy writings actually now that

I come to think of it. emoticon

Fog, fairly thick to very thick but after wandering in between hedges and trees I eventually came to a large round

well with a stone structure built about it, pillars, etc.

A figure in misty, hard to see soft black robes and I had spoken, perhaps im getting my timeline confused and he

lead me there. We talked, I asked questions but kept my guard. I felt nothing too threatening from him, he was

sorta "not there" in a way, but hell i'm on the astral - lol

He told me to wait for the others and we did. We looked up at the stars and eventually he motioned for me to sit

at the benches within the pillard structure that circled the well, providing a sorta roof like structure that was

hollow in the center so we could see up to the stars.

Eventually they all arrived slowly and sat in thier respective chairs, each with thier backs up against the thick

pillars. They were all robed and cowled in the same misty dark but soft black to dark grey robes and had darkness

where thier faces should be.

They let me ask questions - many I forgot in my conscious now. They answered and told me they could help me. They

said they wanted to come here and tell them tales of woe as they put it. Meaning really my woe and somehow if I

talk to them they can help.

I was apprehensive and wondered if things might seem nice now but not down the road so I told them I had to think

about it, also it was my first time here and I needed to look around and get used to the place. They understood

and said something flatly practical and reassuring, but didn't push the issue.

The first figure lead me out and thru and between the hedges and brambles to a spot where I could "fade out" - we

talked some more and he said he would know when I arrived and help guide if I needed back to the well.

2nd and 3rd times came more recently as that was years ago and I remember little save the second time I made it to

the well by myself, it was really a short distance but hard to see in the fog and eternal night this place was

enshrouded in.

I saw the first, again and we spoke. I told him I was visiting and exploring the realm he seemed calmly pleased.

He didn't ask about the agreement at all and I did see the others. I told him I wanted to gather with them again

and chill. I dont think they were all here this time - I remember late arrivals and an empty stone bench or two. I

enjoyed thier dark company and did not feel anything overly aggressive or dark or deceitful. They were just

hollow, mournful souls in this place whatever it is - a rift in my consciousness using faved imagery from my love

of dark fantasy, etc. etc. - however not to digress too much. - one persons meme's and imagery is just as valid

as another is true to them. so -

I am probably being overly cautious in exploring more and going back there - there is something in them, they

arent just average spirits/entities. I feel deeply in my mind and my gut that this place is just a small slice of

the realms of death. It's a beautiful, melancholy place, a non-place like the in-between walls/realms I have

talked about before. Fractals of dimensions that are a day dream in a speck of dust you concentrate on in the

sunlight for only 4 sec. - thats how "light and airy" this place feels. It's a shadow realm, though not too

distantly from there and sort of all around you can feel azreal/charons/ etc. presence as well as the dead

themselves. I know there has got to be a graveyard close by - I just know it!!! - lol , k I'll be fine.

Anyway - last time I was there I was hovering and not on the ground. I believe someone was with me - possibly I

think it was my brother which is ludicris because he doesent get into this stuff anymore and is sorta afraid of it

- but it seemed like it was him to me.

I saw a battle scene, carnage really with fire and people fighting. I did see the 1st as I have come to call him.

I felt like I was in one of those late rennisance paintings by that same guy that did dante's inferno, just not

quite that wild.

The 1st wasnt worried by it and I think I realized I was far east or west or something of where I wanted to go. It

was hard to hear him with all the noise but I told him I wanted to come more often and learn more of him and the

place and he said to just keep trying I would get my sea legs back ( I used to be much more in tune with my

astral/ethereal voyages but have fallen out of practice and have difficulties staying out long, ...etc. )

Soon after I broke off and had to reboot *sigh* - I woke up/broke trance.


I will always check this place out - but what say ye? Should I weave them tales of my sorrows? Do you trust them?

*leaves rustle*

rip Nyghtshayde rip

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Leilah
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Posted: Aug. 11 2007,6:30 pm

Yes, tell them your tales. That is what they live for. They are the Spirits of Melancholia and they can heal you, but they need to HEAR the stories from YOU.

Oddly enough, "Yihh" is a Yiddish word that sometimes means FORGIVE as well as FORGET. Like many English words, the meaning depends on the sentence it is used in.

Maybe you need forgiveness? OR, you need to forget OR they want you to NEVER forget. That would depend on the outcome after you tell them your stories. They will "write your life" and bring the circle full.

One question. What does the well mean to YOU?

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"Death stands above me whispering low, I know not what into my ear; Of His strange language all I know is, there is not a word of fear."

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Rev. Dr. N.
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Posted: Mar. 26 2009,10:14 pm

I know this is an old post, but I couldn't help but be struck by the possibility that perhaps (as we commonly do from recollection of dream states) Nyghtshayde awoke with a similar pronunciation, or a dream-faded spelling of the actual Hebrew word for the Hebrew god spelled with the english alphabet "YHVH". Naturally, in Hebrew it is written from right to left (HVHY). But, it was considered for centuries as the unutterable name of God (though it is actually pronounced "Yod-Hey-Vau-Hey").

Just thought that perhaps such an informational tidbit might trigger something greater in your recollections or current state of working with such energy.

Nyghtshayde, if you are not currently working with the Kabbalah and wish to, I can help. I've been through "Da'ath" to find "Kether" through the experience of sahmadhi and can guide you safely. All I can really say here is: do not take YHVH lightly if you feel/find that that was the word/letters.

May you journey travel well.


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- If Jesus comes, he won't forgive me. "Nothing's true," is what he'll say. "In your mind, I see that something is changing and, in your time, you'll see that all this could have been a lie."

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Kit
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Posted: Mar. 29 2009,8:33 pm

That sounds very interesting. The one thing I don't understand is the battle. Who was battling? Why? I'm sorry if I pry.
:offt:
I have always been interested in astral travel but have been unable to attain it. Could one of you point to a good source of guidance. Preferable a book, for I am unable to travel far because of college. I cannot and do not trust people for the most part. For some reason I trust you. Besides I now live in rural WI so I doubt I could find anyone open about there beliefs skilled enough to teach me.
:offt:
Sorry if I am intruding where I am unwelcome. I am curious.

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Twilightmystic
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Posted: July 01 2011,10:28 pm

greetings: This i realize as well is an old post and of course i sometimes feel like an old post!But seriously this place in the valley of the shadow of death sounds like paradise to me.I too wish to be uncle AZRAEL's pupil to learn from him and his non- human friends. this place i would love to visit to learn and to be more educated spiritually. twilightmystic .AMORTE!!!

Edited by Twilightmystic on July 01 2011,10:29 pm

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darkus markus
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Posted: Oct. 24 2011,4:29 pm

Meeee TOOO.  no matter what it looks like..... i am on a very important mission that Azrael has prepared me for and the only way i can fulfill my obligations is if i recieve some rather unique advice for the Deadlands.

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bright dark days
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Kit
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Posted: Oct. 25 2011,11:59 am

Meme, that is a good word to term that which I learned in which I suspect was just a dream but find that I feel was not. I think I may have detailed the dream before, it regarded a conversation with a classical death figure. We discussed many things, including why he appeared as he did so to me and may look different to others.. Meme.

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darkus markus
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Posted: Oct. 25 2011,12:28 pm

Trust Your feelings, Kit.  In this realm trusting in feelings is discounted all too much.  If Your feelings tell You that Your visit to the Deadlands was more than a dream, then it probably was.

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Kit
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Posted: Oct. 25 2011,7:36 pm

Then I shall, I have had some rather interesting and beneficial outcomes (even for non spiritual matters) by listening to my intuition (which I'd stopped doing for quite some time).

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Leilah
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Posted: Oct. 26 2011,5:37 pm

It is ALWAYS best to listen to your own intuitions rather than the banters of those who are NOT in your shoes, so they know not what you seek.

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"Death stands above me whispering low, I know not what into my ear; Of His strange language all I know is, there is not a word of fear."

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