Joined: Dec. 2005
|Posted: Feb. 27 2011,7:50 am
What a hard question.. am I happy? Yes. Why? Hmm.. because I´m..older? I don´t know really. It´s rather new, this feeling. I´m happy over the fact that I can feel happy and am doing it for once. I´m happy because I´ve started drawing and so on again (although it´ll take alot more before I can pick up the writing, I think.. brain is empty).
I´m happy because there´s finally a foodstore that won´t charge you an arm and a leg for food where I live, which means I´m having money left for small pleasures and it´s a store that brings in fairtrade and ecological food in a larger amount than the other stores.. Plus the fact that there´s always something new.. But I miss the greek honey with walnuts in it, it was sooooo good to bake bread with. :)
I´m happy because I have a level of comfort that fits me.
I can eat a meal every day and not feel like "there goes another bit, now I have alot less food" over it.
I can afford eggs!! I can´t even explain how bizarre that is, really, but I can!
I have a job and people I can stand (somewhat atleast) work there.
There´s alot that makes me happy atm. I know that alot has to do with food, but when you live without it, it´s not easy. Now I can bring ingredients to a friend´s home and we cook something, I can make new stuff even. And I can afford better spices.
Except all the food-thingies, I´ve probably got more causes for the happiness, but I´m fresh awake so go figure. :D
The ONE thing I want to do? Hmm.. Visit the temples in the north of Japan perhaps. Problem with me is that I can´t think of a want until I have the choice "you can do this or not" in front of me.