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Topic: Does Anyone Know How To Call The Dead ?, Necromancy
Lady Azraelina
Necromancer


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Posted: Oct. 09 2008,11:34 am

Hello Everyone, I have been away for awhile, due to the grief and mourning of my mothers death, which just passed on July 25th of this past summer. Anyway i am not taking it well, and its not getting any better either.

I have been trying to call my Mothers Spirit to come to me either in a Manifestion, or through a Dream. I have been praying and calling her name, but i am not having any luck. I also tried calling my dad who used to come to me before but he has stopped quite a while now. Many so called psychic mediums claim that they can talk to the dead, and also others who claim that they can as well.

Does anyone know how i may get my Mothers or Fathers Spirit to Appear to me, either in the waking world, or in the Dream world . Because i have been trying now for almost the past 3 months with no luck. I tried praying, Meditation, burning Candels and insence, i even have an ancestral altar set up, but so far no luck, can anyone help ??

                                                       Donna rip  rip

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ONLY IN DEATH CAN WE BECOME OUT TRUE SELVES !

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Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Oct. 09 2008,8:07 pm

Donna, while I feel for your loss, you cannot and should not call your love ones back for your OWN needs. THEIR needs are paramount and their journey takes precedence over your grief.

I KNOW the pain is hard to bear, but your love for them is what should guide you. It is their time to evolve, to move on. Give them your best wishes and all your hopes and wish them safe journey. I hate to sound like a cliche, but "if you love someone, let them go."

Your pain is strong, but your love for them MUST be stronger. To call them back would be to impede their journey for your OWN needs. In time, the pain will pass and they WILL return to you...when you are ready to hear what they have to impart, which is obviously NOT at this point because your own pain overshadows their joy.....

Be happy for their release! Feel their peace and it may help to allay your sorrow. Words are just that.....but time will show the way. Do not perforce guilt upon those you love. They have eraned their crowning achievement. Let them go home with your kind blessing and they will always be with you.

:rose:

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"Death stands above me whispering low, I know not what into my ear; Of His strange language all I know is, there is not a word of fear."

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lyliaun
Azraelite


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Posted: Oct. 09 2008,8:29 pm

:rose:  Spirits come when you least expect it sometimes, and ironically it may be when you actually will need their visit/guidance more than now. Physical manifestations also can come in the guise of a person that will remind you of them too. Listen to what they have to say. Dont be too hard on yourself, that in itelf can close the third eye. My condolences. I agree with Leilah, peace will come :rose:

Edited by lyliaun on Oct. 09 2008,8:31 pm

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Lady Azraelina
Necromancer


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Posted: Oct. 10 2008,10:17 pm

I don't believe that i will ever have any peace within my soul. My soul right now feels tortured and tormented. Also on top of that my man moved out and left me yesterday, so now i am not only grieving the Dead, but i have a broken heart as well. ( But thats another topic ).

Its just that my father always came to me, from the first week he died, he came to say good by and let me know he was ok. My dad as also made visits though out the years. I used to be able to call him into my dreams, now i cannot do that anymore.

So the same way my Dad came to me, i expect that from my mother as well. Especially now, i really need her emotionally i am torn apart, from loss of her and lose of my man as well.
I know she is dead, but her being with me Spiritually and me seeing her and talking to her, will help me alot to get though this. But right now i feel like an orphan that was abandoned in the wilderness by her mother.

                                                  In Sorrow & Despair,
                                                          Donna

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Adar-mortis
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Posted: Oct. 11 2008,12:40 am

Lady Satanica....

Perhaps it is a sign that you are growing up? Perhaps your Mother and Father have decided that the time has come for you to stand on your own?

I do not believe that they would leave you unless they were 100% sure that they knew you were capable of pulling through this test on your own.

Remember... often a Parent must choose between constantly protecting their child, or allowing the child to learn on their own... it may be that the time has come for you to spread your wings and fly on your own?

Either way, they still love you... they always will.

Amorte!

Adar

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Though I have taken many paths.... I always end up before Azrael. For only in his embrace, do I find the everlasting peace. Only from his essence do I receive the elixir from my pain.

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Lady Azraelina
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Posted: Oct. 11 2008,1:08 am

Actually it doesn't matter how old we are, we always need a mother or father from time to time in our lives. Like my Father told me when he was alive, I will always be his baby even if i am 50 years old. And he told me when he dies his spirit would always watch out and protect me. That was my Daddy's promise to me. I am an only child from my parents, my daddy was always protective of me.

My mother Love me also, she left me a Trust fund of 100,000 dollars, And she saved up this money when she was a senior citizen in her 60's while she was still healthy enough to do it.
She wanted to make sure i have something for my life, as she knew i had nothing. She worked hard taking care of a rich lady with parkinsions disease and she paid my mom well. my mother did all that for me, and she was always there when i needed her regardless of how old i was, i was always loved and cared for by my parents.

I just never got the chance to say good-by to my mother, as the day she died she was unconscious in the ICU Room, and i was crying over her before she died, she died 3 hours after i left. She already appeared to her Sister in a dream, my aunt told me she was looking so pretty and young and she just smiled, but did not talk. I still long to see her.

                                             Donna rip  rip  rip

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Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Oct. 11 2008,9:20 am

Donna;
I think when Adar talked about "growing up", he meant on a more spiritual level. I, like you, was an only child, and when my mom died some 30 years ago, I took it hard as well. I "saw" her three days after her passing, and I never saw her again. Souls pass THROUGH our lives, but they are not ours to keep. Each must move on and evolve. EVENTUALLY this is what she will teach you....how to evolve and more forward with your life.

Where you are right now, is adrift in your grief, your OWN pain of loss. BUT, you MUST think of THEM, and what they gain. They are free of this flesh. They can evolve. They can move on. They can truly become what they were always meant to become, whether that involves reincarnation, or remaining pure energy, that, only time will tell.

I can tell you THIS, their energy will always be with you. BUT, you must learn to perceive their "messages" in a different way than what you expect. THEY have evolves, so will their communications to you. Right now, you seek the familiar, and because of this, AND your sorrow, they cannot break through to you. Your sadness holds them back from "going home".

If there can be one spark of joy in your life, let it be that you know THEY are together, and knowing that should also tell you...... how could they NOT be thinking of you?

I wish I could soothe you with the cliché that "time heals all wounds.", but it really doesn't. However, the scars make you infinitely stronger AND more wise.

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Lady Azraelina
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Posted: Oct. 11 2008,9:30 pm

Today i received a phone call from my Aunt in Virginia, and she informed me that my mother has been visting her in her dreams like crazy, since she died. She said all my mother does is look at her in a very sad way, but she does not talk. So now my aunt is worried, saying that anytime she gets visits from the dead in her dreams, where they look sad usually it is a warning that someone is going to die in the family. At least that is how it has been with her. As when my mother got sick from kidney disease, My Grandfather appeared to my aunt and looked really sad also, but did not speak.

So my mother is visiting family, she just is not visiting me for some reason. But i would like her to speak if she does visit, not just stare and look sad like she does with my aunt.

                                               Amorte,
                                                Donna

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Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Oct. 12 2008,8:26 pm

Don't think she's looking sad cause someones going to die.Think she's looking sad becuse she can't get through your veil of tears.

Your Aunt is obviously more open to this visit than you. I think her message is clear....

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"Death stands above me whispering low, I know not what into my ear; Of His strange language all I know is, there is not a word of fear."

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Samaelz
Disciple of Death


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Posted: Nov. 19 2008,11:49 am

I'd love to help fix your heart if you'd only let me my lady-Satanica. I bring you joy and maybe more oh yes!  :beer:

My grandparents are all dead 2. If your an atheist you'll no longer be an atheist because I know that by the powers of satanism, xtianity & necromancy helps to find out the truth that there are souls and magical powers beyond the grave aswell... X-files its all real trust me. But it is a painful - sorrowful -   journey

Edited by Samaelz on Nov. 22 2008,3:10 pm

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