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Topic: Does Anyone Know How To Call The Dead ?, Necromancy
darkus markus
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Posted: Nov. 10 2017,1:32 pm

Mom, Dad, if either one of you or both of you are in the In Between, could help me now that you know the real deal about me and what I am and all that I have done and not done due to this mental malady?  I love you both and always have and always will.

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darkus markus
Sith Lord


Posts: 1101
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Posted: Dec. 12 2017,4:32 pm

I think I am beginning to feel the 'all alone' that seems to be intrinsic in all our lives.  Do we hope that this constant state of being just of ourselves is ever going to end or is it our destiny to descend farther and farther into nothingness until that is all there is?  I call out to the Dead.  Tell me what you know about the ever after.  You can whisper it in my ear or scream in out for all to hear but please tell me something about that which is to come.  It was my hope and conviction that there could be some kind of contact within the realm of dreams, but if that is the case and one cannot remember one's dreams, then what alternative is there for us who remain within this perpetual darkness  of unknowing?  In ancient Rome necromancers would fill earthen pits full of blood in an effort to "break on through to the other side" but aside from their imagination it was all for naught.  I have no desire to go to such extremes and have always hoped to find a simple remedy but I am crippled mentally and am running out of life force and still have found no answer.  Houdini could find none; what hope have I ?  How do I ever call out to the Dead?

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