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Topic: Your allegiance to Azrael, Why you feel an affiliation to the Angel of Death
Grim Reaper
Lost Soul


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Posted: Mar. 16 2001,4:59 am

I came in contact with the energie of death quite by random acident... or at least that is what I think.

I have been training karate for going on 13 years now, and my master is a very spiritually enlightened person. He has tought me how to use my mind to acomplish my goals. In my early years I was a child who was... well let's just call it not popular, and I wanted desperateley to be popular, so  I tryed everything from dressing the way the "popular" kids did to trying to act that way. Because of this I think I was no stranger to the feeling of sadness and faliure. It took me a long time before I started not caring what people thought of me, and what cought my attention then were ways to enhance my mind and learn how to use it more effectively. I have always feelt a strong bond with the night and the energies that surface especially at this time of the day, and I gues he just called for me. One day my mentality had just changed and I feelt happy and "at home" for the first time in my life.
It is interesting to read that other people also have had similar experiences.

Grim Reaper

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Grim Reaper
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Posted: Mar. 16 2001,5:04 am

Rilth;

I feel the same way as you do. I can feel the energies around death similar to the way you describe, and I also have wondered if I fit in here because of my lack of an actual encounter with Death. I can feel his presence sometimes, I feel it by a caracteristic chill running down my spine. Not a discomforting chill, but an invigorating one.
I think that our encounters will come sooner or later and we must just whait. We might not be ready for it yet.

Grim Reaper

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THE DARK ANGEL
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Posted: Mar. 16 2001,11:30 pm

Greetings All...
 Not sure where to put this post so I'll include it here.  Recently I was talking to a group of morticians in a egroup....one gentleman mentioned being into Buddhism and I of course mentioned Azrael....well, this one mortician had tha gaul to say he didn't wish to hear of my KINKO-acquaintanceships....that I was a burnt-out rabble-rouser (whatever the hell that is)...and a juvenile death-monger.... oh and a loser hungry for attention!  Whoa time to stick that ole trocar where the sun don't shine.  Hadda straighten him out.  I was sharing someone dear to me and he had the nerve to slander me....why I oughta !!!  Just wanted to tell you guys about this experience....

AMORTE !!!!...and be well.


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wyldwych
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Posted: Mar. 17 2001,5:56 am

I think it all started a few years ago really, though he's only just made himself known to me.
He initially appeared as a man with long black hair, wearing leather jacket and jeans, he came to me in my dreams, and , shall we say was extremely erotic, covering me with orgasmic kisses.... He has since appeared in an angelic form with golden wings and deep red robes.

I feel him calling me, but I don't know what to do next, I don't think it has anything to do with death per se, perhaps just death of the old self....I don't know, I'm just guessing, as I feel I have a few years left in me yet!:darkangel:


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Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Mar. 17 2001,7:35 pm

Welcome aboard, Wyldwych! Nice to see some more new faces here!

I'm curious...How do you know for certain that the entity you describe is, indeed, Azrael?

I hope that you enjoy your time with us.

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wyldwych
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Posted: Mar. 19 2001,3:51 pm

I guess it's because I've always felt different from others, something common amongst most of us here. But also I only found my way here a few days ago, after he made himself known to me, as Azrael...I had no honest clue who he was until then, i was visited, and have been for a few years by what I perceived to be an incubbus. A tall man with long black hair, black leather jacket and jeans, who was extremely erotic. He appeared in his angelic form a few nights ago, he then had huge golden wings and was wearing deep red robes...it was at this point that he told me he was Azrael..I was still clueless until I did a search on the internet and ended up here and at Rev. Dellamorte's site.. I now feel I am home!!

Azrael told me he was Azrael...I have been used to meeting astral entities and challenging them to tell the truth...which he did...repeating three times that he was indeed Azrael.

I believe I have met him now in the two forms described. And am fascinated by the fact that it's not just me who sees him/interacts with him.

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Kathleen
Lost Soul


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Posted: Mar. 23 2001,4:09 pm

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Quote: from THE DARK ANGEL on 11:30 pm on Mar. 16, 2001
that I was a burnt-out rabble-rouser (whatever the hell that is

Dark Angel,

If we on this board could be described as rabble, then you are indeed a rabble-rouser.  That story was enough to rouse us to beat the crap out of that guy! :rail:

But seriously,

Rilth and Grim Reaper,

I, too, share your feelings for death and devotion to Azrael.  But let me reassure you, as one who also has not been (knowlingly) visited by this angel that you do indeed belong here!  Just because you do not have an encounter story does not mean you don't share the love, or that you won't have an encounter in the future.

I must admit that I have pangs of jealousy when I read of others' encounters.  But I also enjoy them immensely!

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RevDellamorte
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Posted: Mar. 24 2001,3:08 am

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Quote: from THE DARK ANGEL on 10:30 pm on Mar. 16, 2001
Greetings All...
 Not sure where to put this post so I'll include it here.  Recently I was talking to a group of morticians in a egroup....one gentleman mentioned being into Buddhism and I of course mentioned Azrael....well, this one mortician had tha gaul to say he didn't wish to hear of my KINKO-acquaintanceships....that I was a burnt-out rabble-rouser (whatever the hell that is)...and a juvenile death-monger.... oh and a loser hungry for attention!  Whoa time to stick that ole trocar where the sun don't shine.  Hadda straighten him out.  I was sharing someone dear to me and he had the nerve to slander me....why I oughta !!!  Just wanted to tell you guys about this experience....

AMORTE !!!!...and be well.

It is indeed sad when we run across the shallow-minded closed-minded humans who simply think that they are all "that". These are the type of people that I generally laugh out-loud at, confuse them with a bit of truthful knowledge, and walk away. I get a rather satisfying sense of being from putting the cretins in their place and laughing at them in front of others. They simply show their ignorance in a way that they should not, and I am more than happy to set them straight once and for all. Do not allow this type of situation to bother you, these people are clueless morons who do not really deserve the life that they have been given. Just make sure to post their email or website so that the rest of us may poke fun at them as well. :smoke:

(Edited by RevDellamorte at 2:11 am on Mar. 24, 2001)

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RevDellamorte
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Posted: Mar. 24 2001,3:19 am

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Quote: from THE DARK ANGEL on 10:30 pm on Mar. 16, 2001
.  Recently I was talking to a group of morticians in a egroup....one gentleman mentioned being into Buddhism and I of course mentioned Azrael....well, this one mortician had tha gaul to say he didn't wish to hear of my KINKO-acquaintanceships....

Do you please wish to entertain use with this particular egroup? I, for one, would love to poke some serious fun at this wanna-be jerk... for I sincerely enjoy such a plan. By the way, a Rabble-rouser is nothing more than a demigog--: one that stirs up (as to hatred or violence) the masses of the people . I think he has been doing too many crossword-puzzles lately and recently learned the term. Personally, I would tell him to kiss my ass and so forth. Not quite sure who he thinks he is, but he sounds as though he is truly a worthless human who wishes that he had done something worthwhile with his meaningless life. Please tell me what egroup this is!!! I so much *love* to take people like this down two or three notches from their conceited selves!!!!! Why? Because I can.... :cool:

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Mayahuel
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Posted: Mar. 24 2001,6:28 am

"Allegiance"?  Hey, Azrael picked me.  I didn't have to go seek Him out.  And when Azrael taps you on the metaphorical soldier, it's pretty impossible to refuse him.

Mayahuel

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