(Originally posted by dnekm ailep)
My only comment, "Rev", is this:
If what you are saying, that it is a whole deal which in and of itself reaches beyond the purely physical.... then why not attempt to "commune" with Azrael directly?
This does not need a "fleshly" approach.
Do you understand where I am coming from? To interact with an entity, any entity,... you do not have to drag the flesh into it. Personally I think that the whole "incarnation" thing (i.e. - us as humans) was to see if we retain the subtle perception which enables us to perceive things which are not of this realm.
If using sex as a tool is where you're at, fine. Good for you. It's just that when someone mentions bestiality, necrosodomy, etc... it's usually to shock others and get attention.
Sex can be used in a spiritual way. I'm just trying to see past all your little hints that you won't elaborate on.
I have always been very open, in my life, about what I do, and why. To the point of actually telling a woman I was sleeping with that it was not her that I thought of/visualized/approached whilst having sex. I learned failry quickly This is not a thing to do.
The thing is, I sense a distinct defensiveness. No one is attacking you or putting you down. But, if you're going to drop hints, sooner or later someone is going to come along and call you on that.
You are being open, I appreciate that. (Aside from the sarcastic defensivness) Let's see where this goes from here.
Anyone else care to comment?