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Topic: How Open and Honest are we willing to be?, Ask members very personal questions...
Samaelz
Disciple of Death


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Posted: Jan. 25 2011,4:54 am

Hello lyliaun - favorite hobbies hm? lets see here.. ? hmm..

Collecting Cds, dvds, tapestries, posters from my favorite bands -Items from the westgate -xbox 360 video games -Drawing -Making friends -Home cooked meals -Collecting christian & pagan necklaces -Collecting stones & crystals -Collecting t-shirts -hiking -bird watching -Growing indoor & outdoor plants -ect.ect.

One super power -- the power to heal anything i so chose first things first "mother earth"... for it would help me sleep better at night and also have many a good time wail awake*

How about you lyliaun? :hippy:

Edited by Samaelz on Jan. 25 2011,5:07 am

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lyliaun
Azraelite


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Posted: Feb. 20 2011,1:10 pm

:hippy: I like learning random facts about history and music and movies, I paint draw and do artsy fartsy photographs, sew clothing from old outfits that don't fit anymore into new outfits, growing herbs and recycling candles with cloth wicks. If I could choose a super power I think I would choose to fly and manifest those with me going somewhere with it too, I would not want a polluting car anymore.

Any one else wants to chime in on this question? :hippy:

Edited by lyliaun on Feb. 20 2011,1:10 pm

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Morgan
Owned by Donn & Than


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Posted: Feb. 23 2011,1:38 am

Right now my big thing is political research.  I'm still writing poetry a little, though my drawing is on hold, and so are my short stories until the muse bites again.

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Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Feb. 23 2011,5:45 pm

Okay...How many of you are happy with where you are in life right now? If you are, tell me why. If you are not, tell me why.

AND, what is the ONE THING you most want to do before you die?

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Morgan
Owned by Donn & Than


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Posted: Feb. 23 2011,8:26 pm

I'm happy where I'm at because I think I've done what I've come here to do, and I don't think I'm gonna be trapped in the feckin' Hell Hole for much longer.  Ideally, I'd like to see my whole story set up on The Gothic Writers Guild before transition, but I don't think that's gonna happen.  I think everything is gonna run out of time, so I might as well be waitin' for that nose hair coat that I ain't gonna get, either.

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Jentzi
Dangerous Sock-puppet


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Posted: Feb. 27 2011,7:50 am

What a hard question.. am I happy? Yes. Why? Hmm.. because Im..older? I dont know really. Its rather new, this feeling. Im happy over the fact that I can feel happy and am doing it for once. Im happy because Ive started drawing and so on again (although itll take alot more before I can pick up the writing, I think.. brain is empty).
Im happy because theres finally a foodstore that wont charge you an arm and a leg for food where I live, which means Im having money left for small pleasures and its a store that brings in fairtrade and ecological food in a larger amount than the other stores.. Plus the fact that theres always something new.. But I miss the greek honey with walnuts in it, it was sooooo good to bake bread with. :)
Im happy because I have a level of comfort that fits me.
I can eat a meal every day and not feel like "there goes another bit, now I have alot less food" over it.
I can afford eggs!! I cant even explain how bizarre that is, really, but I can!
I have a job and people I can stand (somewhat atleast) work there.
Theres alot that makes me happy atm. I know that alot has to do with food, but when you live without it, its not easy. Now I can bring ingredients to a friends home and we cook something, I can make new stuff even. And I can afford better spices.
Except all the food-thingies, Ive probably got more causes for the happiness, but Im fresh awake so go figure. :D

The ONE thing I want to do? Hmm.. Visit the temples in the north of Japan perhaps. Problem with me is that I cant think of a want until I have the choice "you can do this or not" in front of me.

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Adar-mortis
Necromancer


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Posted: Oct. 23 2011,4:28 pm

Quote (dnekm @ Oct. 06 2002,3:11 am)
Okay, I have a question for.... well, anyone who cares to answer. :hippy:

What is more important to you? Your sex life or your spiritual life? Do you merge the two?

Which would you value more - the ultimate screwing or a direct, mystical experience? :smoke:

You know it's very strange that I stumble upon this question. Because it's something that has defined my current relationship. As much as I love sex (what guy doesn't), my boyfriend and I are not connected on that "level".

It may be strange. But though we are not intimate on the level of "going the whole way" I just feel a tremendous peace and serenity whenever I'm around him, and that is enough.

I have never been a "sexual" person persay. Sure I like sex when I get it, but my spiritual progress has always been first and foremost in my life. My past relationships were based on the more carnal "cravings" and they all failed because I was clinging so fiercely to the physical body, and trying to ignore/run from my spiritual "core".

This relationship is so different in that I have been able to keep a focus on the spiritual and yet still get physical fulfillment, to the level that I personally find satisfying.

A cuddle is generally enough to make me feel loved and content.  :laugh:

Amorte!  :rose:

Adar

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Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Oct. 23 2011,5:26 pm

Welcome back Adar! You were missed  :rose: So many people left to play on Facebook, that it's nice to see folks returning after a long time away. I'm glad that you have found your center and that illusive inner peace. Sounds like you are in a good place right now. May that vibe continue.... :hippy:

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Adar-mortis
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Posted: Oct. 23 2011,9:52 pm

Quote (Leilah @ Oct. 23 2011,5:26 pm)
Welcome back Adar! You were missed :rose: So many people left to play on Facebook, that it's nice to see folks returning after a long time away. I'm glad that you have found your center and that illusive inner peace. Sounds like you are in a good place right now. May that vibe continue.... :hippy:

Thank you very much Leilah, I missed you all  :color:

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Samaelz
Disciple of Death


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Posted: June 09 2014,11:47 am

I almost died once. Not on purpose or intentionaly. I took one to many amphetamines. I ended up in a hospital for two weeks psyk unit. The pills damaged my brain to much so I had to take antipsycotics. I've off been off them for two months now braving it and so far no hearing things. I've been on them for like five years or so. I've had enough and want to lose weight now because the meds made me gain some pounds. I hope I do well and remain off them. I want to remain honest & open about how I feel inside but I can not talk about my interest in the occult and necromancy with family. I'm still unhappy with my life I still self medicate and drink alcohol smoke cigs.

Edited by Samaelz on June 09 2014,11:55 am

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