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Topic: I don't wanna work..., I wanna bang on my drum all day...
Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Jan. 28 2011,6:08 pm

Due to the crappy economy and the fact that people want everything for free these days, I have had to go back to work at 53......Not really that I mind so much...after all, I've been blue collar since I was born...I've gone on to do merchandising and demo projects...seeeing as I have so many years as a business owner...boy..they don't know what kind of a business owner..huh?

Now, I've taken on sooo many jobs that I cannot keep track of everywhere I have to be....the pay flucuates...between okay and semi-okay....

But..I DON;T WANNA WORK.. I WANNA GO BACK TO BANGING ON MY DRUM ALL DAY...

For YOU...because of YOU...the seeds are dying..., the plants are wilting... the seedlings are without nourishment... my soul...it is ...adrift...I am.............lost.

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"Death stands above me whispering low, I know not what into my ear; Of His strange language all I know is, there is not a word of fear."

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Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Jan. 28 2011,6:11 pm

Yeah...  In know...woe is fucking me... and I am fucking him back. :pyth: Hell, at least I'm not denouncing my fake religion...if'n ya' get my meanin'

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"Death stands above me whispering low, I know not what into my ear; Of His strange language all I know is, there is not a word of fear."

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Samaelz
Disciple of Death


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Posted: Jan. 29 2011,1:23 am

i feel forced to work as an under paid slave! i hate working these crap jobs! Thats why I have to go back to school so i can at lest work on something i like for christ sake..

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lyliaun
Azraelite


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Posted: Jan. 29 2011,7:42 am

I can only stand tedious crap for 6 months and then I turn into a raving bonkers skin chewing depressed weirdo. I am trying to find a permanent job before my unemployment is up, because the state offered me a grant in digital arts course but the stipulations is that I need to obtain permanent employment. ( cruel joke huh, just kidding we really don't want to give you this) So that counts out temp agencies. Which by the way are good if you want to obtain new skills or get something quick they even may consider you for a permanent job within their company if you take enough temp positions. But if you already have a permanent job I would not get rid of it.

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Samaelz
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Posted: Jan. 29 2011,4:17 pm

Oh geuss who called me today? My manager ofcourse -calls me in to work somebody elses shift today on my day off.

Nobody will work for me when I wanna day off.. . I can't say no they'll just use it as in excuse to fire me. This has happend to me many times before.. . Luckly i only had to work for four hours no break.. But so what it still pisses me off!  :pissedoff:

A large moler filling came out 2 days ago and now the pain is quite insistant or constant! I'm gonna need it pulled out soon!!

I'm going to start crying now.. . Please excuse me

Edited by Samaelz on Jan. 29 2011,5:26 pm

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Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Feb. 17 2011,5:55 pm

Let's see....I've got about 40 friggin different job assignments between now and mid-March...hence why I am not on the forums that much...just mostly posting late night video links on Facebook....Yeah, I know.... :shake:

It relaxes me. PLUS I get to jam out in my truck on the 75 mile haul I have on the route. Sure beats listening to back water ass-wipes on the radio.

http://www.waltonandjohnson.com/

These are truly the reason this country is in the state it's in right now...back water asswipes with the intelligence of a grape and the mouth of a gator!

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"Death stands above me whispering low, I know not what into my ear; Of His strange language all I know is, there is not a word of fear."

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Jentzi
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Posted: Feb. 19 2011,10:39 am

Mmm.. intelligence of a portside-whacked herring, rather.. The grape gives something that anyone can enjoy, be they winedrinker or raisin-fanatic.

But.. if they were grapes.. would that mean that if they´re old and suntan, they turn to raisins?
Human raisins?  :worm:

Edit: just saw the site.. and portside-whackings is too good for them.
(This could just be my irate hatred against anything related to the "word" or rather sound spelled "gawd" speaking, mind you.. I hate that noise).
You´re right.. they have the intelligence of grapes.. Grapes passing through a bird´s intestines.

Edited by Jentzi on Feb. 19 2011,10:43 am

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Samaelz
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Posted: April 20 2011,2:24 pm

Leilah,

run to the arms of thoes who realy love you* flower power

It can become extreamly dangerious to go at whatever alone !

All you have to is turn around by yourself  to find us because you know when the truth is spoken.

Simply genious! And you know it would have to take another genius to know another genius*

I believe in the both of you! Let us continue this great journey together -no need to feel so lost love. Were almost there*

Don't give up** You know, save the best for last***** We deserve it - because it is truth  that we do our best "earn" the rewards not of this world that we have something wonderful we share in side our selves a light in the darkness - together, we are the stars in the heavens above searching blindly to find ourselves again.

We know we exsist -were science can not prove as fact. So going beyond the call of duty is a very real supernatural experiance and this power is not against death in the flesh we know better then that*

my sub & conscious mind will leave me when the time is right cause its just flesh anyways. Death is part of our experiance like it or not - a sacrifice if you will. Its the will of the godsoul all around us and within us - Gods love**** Go to a grave yard and you may hear an angel say "gods love" - simple and true to the very core - I was haunted for a moment... Then I found comfert on holy ground -just because you can't see it doesn't mean it doesn't exsist my mother told me that years ago. Its true* a sweetheart knows another sweetheart even at a distance and I thank you for sharing that knowledge with me Leilah!

You & Daniel still remain a miricle to my life** believe it** fair is fair in an unfair world. It would be awesome to live next to You and Daniel ;-) and its ok that I don't  I am happy with what we have here.

The time we share makes it all the more worth while*

For I believe - there is no greater love then this - Even in death I pray that I may in my love for others and the godsoul remain in progressive attemps to stay right in the center -true love is not easy prey -no not at all. Love is the most dangerious path in life and could lead to self sacrifice -So beware!

It's a nessessary evil for me - it's a risk even for the GodSoul

Edited by Samaelz on April 20 2011,6:58 pm

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Samaelz
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Posted: April 30 2011,1:31 am

All these crap jobs spewing out off the end of your nasty cigarrette!  :laugh:

When I used to work for Wal-mart it appeared to be kind of enjoyable at times I liked helping others find things they needed from the store. Fortunatly, there was only two customers during the year I worked there that assumed I knew everything! Swearing and cursing at me with intense foul words so I had to kind of bite my own tongue not to swear violenty right back because I would lose my job and being fully aware that two wrongs don't make a right.

These humans insisted that I was ignoring what they were not finding! Well, I still rest peacefully knowing that I did my best for them and I tried to guide them to a manager but no the manager wasn't good enough for them so I had to continue trying so hard to reason with them -but no- I was their target to vent at for the moment untell they got so furious their level of energy dropped and away they finaly left complaing more quietly and slower paced at something else in the sky as they drove away with garden wood chips of mulch and decorative stones.

I feel - that I would have perferd to continue working for Wal-Marts Lawn & Garden dispite of being treated like crap with verbal abuse from customers because it doesn't happen that often VS being a janitor you get crap from everyone every day and the more crap I'm exposed to daily realy makes me feel like white trash!

But, worse then that it's better then being a prostitute/whore to survive in this world on my own so part of me is greatful to end that life style respecting myself more for I lived in it for like five years of my life so messed up given free drugs to go through the #### of pleasing others for there disturbing and comfertable lie! ####, I wasn't even paid well in the frist place in that disrespectable disgusting career 'cuz at that time, drugs were more important to have around to blindly alter my consciousness away from reality that I was starting to have to pay for drugs because I needed more then what they could afford because of their needs to keep me their cheap whore because I'm not a flawless blemish free anatomicaly correct humanbeing so thats why I wasn't ever treated like a rockstar or supermodel pornstar -if I was physicaly perfect, I wouldn't have become the cheap whore I used to be. I'm alot better to myself then I used to be but, I still drink as much as a rockin roll star because of the time I've given myself to drink or not to drink and never yeilding to give anyone the right to take my choice away from me!

I often wonder why alcohal has a different effect on me then most other people - which makes me somekind of exceptional drunk because I realy enjoy feeling peaceful & respectful of others because airnt we not all going out for the same ol' reason to have fun mingling here and there with others with out feeling as if were in any danger so we can unwind and releve ourselves from stress and anxioty from a hard days work and expect to return home safely just like everyone else? I believe so!

But these days I have hermited myself away from bars because you get people inside that want to blame alcohal and other people for their rude and disrespectful behavior. Which is a bounce of bullcrap right? Well I think so.

- is it just me that thinks some people just don't understand that drinking isn't a race to win and see who can drink the most in one night? Thats why you see people passing out so quickly because their tolerance is so low when it comes to drinkers who have been drinking alcohal for many years in a row.

If you don't make much money to do other activities well I think your kinda stuck on the bottle or smoking cigarettes just because there legal drugs we are still condenmed by the white house along with high sociaty and all other religions for that matter.. . Sad but true.

Edited by Samaelz on May 18 2011,5:32 am

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