Owned by Donn & Than
Joined: May 2004
|Posted: Oct. 09 2005,12:21 am
If past, present and future are one, it just seems to be. Various mythologies have fate(s) personified, and. . .and. . .I hate this question. If past/present/future are one, where does free will come into account, but on the other hand, it seems like whenever I step off the track of my own personal quest, I really get slapped upside. Then I've known parts of my future before they happened.
When I was 15, and almost killed myself, I was shown part of my Akashic Records. I was shown my flatmate (and I spent years looking for him, before finding him), I was shown I was going to have a computer, but in 1970's technology, I was shown I was going to be in the music scene, but I didn't know that endeavour was going to bomb as it did, and I was basically informed I had nothing to worry about. I was taken care of. That sounds like fate to me, and I personally can't escape it without paying a high price, which I often have when I tried to avoid it.
I just have to finish what I have to finish, though I'm not sure what else there is that I have to accomplish. Well, I think I know, but I can't begin to understand how becoming a top notch Indigo operator/technician has anything to do with my personal evolution. Unless one of the machines kills me, which is a definite possibility, if I forget to unplug or power something down.
NAMASTE, AND MY VASUKI LICK YOUR NOSE!