Joined: Mar. 2003
|Posted: April 04 2003,9:19 am
ive had a dream with me all of my life, i had it for the first time when i was about 6. and another time when i was 8 years old. I STILL remember the dream and how intense and weird it was, well it deals with something about death so thats why im posting it ;p
Ok i was on sortof a cliff edge, over the cliff was a beatch and all i could see when i was a little inland was miles of ocean. I had a feeling that i was at my grandmothers house, the house made a C shape next to the cliff, and one side was opening up to the land... there was one huge climbable tree in the middle of the C. Well anyway, it was night out, with a full moon shinning on to the ocean, and i walked up to the edge of the cliff and looked down... there was large roots of trees and dirt hanging out of the cliff and then a Skeliton came out of the side of the cliff. It started climbing up, using the roots as leverage. A Large amount of fear came over me and i ran back into the C part, outside on the grass. I stood waiting to see if it would climb up and come after me. Well it did, and it he/it looked pissed at me. I paniced and climbed up the tree as fast as i could. I noticed that he had a large arabic style sword in one handm whitch kinda freeked me out even more... well i climbed the tree and he came right after me. (remember i was only 6 and 8 when i had this dream, both dreams where the same, 2 years apart.) i was almost at the top of the tree and i started crying... somehow i gained enough courage to just jump out... so i did, landed on my feet, and opened and ran though the glass doors to my grandmothers house.
I believe that this was a image of my past... to the present... ive ran from the skeliton long enough... that now i have to face it, head on. I dont know if i actualy have been though it yet or not though. Because i went though hell with a rage problem in 7th grade (now im in 11th and im fine and happy =P) by getting suspended and beaten by my father, put though hell... ect...ect...
I dont really know if i have faced the skeliton yet in RL... but it could just mean that when i do i will face death, Or Azreal, as a spiritual experiance...well i keep mumbleing on trying to make meaning to it, but nothing really turns up.
kk im done
Verse, Fame, and Beauty are intense indeed,
But Death intenser - Death is Life's high meed.