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Topic: Blood Through Ink, From my veins to the grave..
Elie87x
Rachael the RedHeaded Angel


Posts: 315
Joined: Feb. 2009
Posted: Jan. 08 2010,10:57 pm

Please don't stone down my heart again...
For I sware, I can not take it...
I'm fully aware...
But I'm never alive...
I may be awake...
But I'm still a sleeping child...
I don't want to take these crystals down from my eyes.
The dissapointment hurts too much...
I may be there...
But I'm still in denial..
Oblivious to the stone lies...
I don't want to grow up...

Falling apart in flames of amber..
Still steaming in the rain...
It's all thats left of me...
All thats left of my broken faith...
I love you to the ends of the earth..
And every damn grain of sand on the shore...
I hide behind these crystal eyes..
In my own little world of flowers and scorn...

Please don't stone down my heart again...
For I sware, I can not take it...
I'm fully aware...
But I'm never alive...
I may be awake...
But I'm still a sleeping child...
I don't want to take these crystals down from my eyes.
The dissapointment hurts too much...
I may be there...
But I'm still in denial..
Oblivious to the stone lies...
Give me a good reason to grow up..

Singing in your shadow..
Starving for your attention...
Lustful and longing...
Deprived from your affections..
Feelings I never felt before...
Feelings I never can control..
There feelings I never planned nor wanted..



Please don't stone down my heart again...
For I sware, I can not take it...
I'm fully aware...
But I'm never alive...
I may be awake...
But I'm still a sleeping child...
I don't want to take these crystals down from my eyes.
The dissapointment hurts too much...
I may be there...
But I'm still in denial..
Oblivious to the stone lies...
Then you never show up...

I'm alone waiting here....

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In the Summer my eyes were opened
In the Fall I dug my grave
In the Winter I wandered into a world of wonder.
In the Spring I'll repeat the same.
But when will Autumn come?
And what will it bring?....

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Elie87x
Rachael the RedHeaded Angel


Posts: 315
Joined: Feb. 2009
Posted: Jan. 08 2010,11:33 pm

Beware of the Raven Amasderon...
....Amasderon...
The bird of prey, let us pray...
Pray that he may come swiftly..
Swiftly onwards with his wings of death..
Towards your destination, your destiny..
To where thou is bound.
Where no heavens ever shine.

...Amasderon...
...Amasderon...
Ye hath been warned..
Bird of death, bird of life...
Live the life that is given fully..
When all sins reap retribution...
You are their exacution...
When your nightly feathers flap..
Hearts are frozen still...
You perch your talons upon the grave..
You frighten me, yet I find you fascinating.
You soared into my dreams..
Forgive me, I am in awe of your name..
I whisper it between darkened walls...

...Amasderon..
...Amasderon..
Avian Raven God...
Spare my soul...
Teach me to be steady...
Teach me your story..
As I see you glide over the glistening sea..
The world so wonderfully put before me.
I clutch onto the feather you left behind.
The final embrace..
My final night....

Oh, mysterious...beautiful ..shadow..
..Amasderon <3 ^-^  :rose:

Edited by Elie87x on Jan. 15 2010,2:45 pm

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In the Summer my eyes were opened
In the Fall I dug my grave
In the Winter I wandered into a world of wonder.
In the Spring I'll repeat the same.
But when will Autumn come?
And what will it bring?....

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Elie87x
Rachael the RedHeaded Angel


Posts: 315
Joined: Feb. 2009
Posted: Jan. 15 2010,3:22 pm

I've opened my eyes...
Sometimes I wish I could just start over..
....Start over.....
Begin a new chapter, write a new book..
It's the perfect time to begin again...
Sometimes I wish I could just start over..
...start over......
Erase all I've left behind me...
Elude all the pain...
No longer closing my eyes...
....start over....
I've got to start over....

So I just start over.....
And I start over....

Winters ending....
Sometimes I like to imagine I'm starting over..
...start over....
When the warm Sun's on my back...
Caressing it's honey hue on my skin...
Sometimes I like to imagine I'm starting over..
start over....
Erase all I've left behind me...
Elude all the pain...
No longer imagining...
I'm going to start over...
....start over....

So I just start over...
And I start over...

The flowers bloomed...
I've finally started over....
....start over...
I believe in happy endings...
I remember when we were kids...
I've finally started over...
...start over....
Erased all I've left behind me..
Eluded all the pain...
Your face no longer reminds me...
I've started over...
...start over...

So you too should just start over...
And start over....

START OVER...
START OVER...
...game over...
....again....

Edited by Elie87x on Jan. 15 2010,3:27 pm

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In the Summer my eyes were opened
In the Fall I dug my grave
In the Winter I wandered into a world of wonder.
In the Spring I'll repeat the same.
But when will Autumn come?
And what will it bring?....

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Elie87x
Rachael the RedHeaded Angel


Posts: 315
Joined: Feb. 2009
Posted: Jan. 15 2010,9:17 pm

You haunt me with your eyes of Amythyst..
Pure transparent ice...
My inspiration..coursing through my viens..
The world has no idea how much I want to share these beautiful things...

The words you whisper in my ear are pure poetry...
Crystaline perfection at it's best...
You wrap my world with purple and black..
Mystic giant withered redwood trees carved with angels...

...glowing sensations for the distance and a cold wintery breeze...

The snow surrounds us, I hear your story ...but when I bite into the apple I wake up from these dreams...

And the passion flower is falling, falling so fast into the frozen icy ponds of tears that mankind has filled so kindly...
With worries that never mattered....

...such a beautiful thing is life...
...tell me, can you feel this...read it sternly......
Relish it, embrace it and bathe in this light...
bask in the sun...draw the vampires away...

The clouds themselves coil with thunderbird sized ravens..
in charcole browns and pinkish grays...

...but the storm is constant...
...such a beautiful thing...

A kiss to you my muse...
...your such a beautiful thing.. :rose:

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In the Summer my eyes were opened
In the Fall I dug my grave
In the Winter I wandered into a world of wonder.
In the Spring I'll repeat the same.
But when will Autumn come?
And what will it bring?....

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Leilah
Lady Death


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Posted: Jan. 16 2010,7:21 am

Elie, that was beautiful! Definitely one oif your best yet!  :rose:

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"Death stands above me whispering low, I know not what into my ear; Of His strange language all I know is, there is not a word of fear."

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Elie87x
Rachael the RedHeaded Angel


Posts: 315
Joined: Feb. 2009
Posted: Jan. 16 2010,4:34 pm

=) ty

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In the Summer my eyes were opened
In the Fall I dug my grave
In the Winter I wandered into a world of wonder.
In the Spring I'll repeat the same.
But when will Autumn come?
And what will it bring?....

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Elie87x
Rachael the RedHeaded Angel


Posts: 315
Joined: Feb. 2009
Posted: Feb. 09 2010,12:47 am

whats happened to me?
I'm exhosted, tired, spread out farther then I can go...
I feel so light and breathless, I can't breath yet I can smell the fresh scent of flowers. I hear birds singing, it's strange, they're singing in darkness. The tops of the trees are covered in sunlight, they glow green yet I hear them not...

There is no light pass the tree tops..
Just still darkness and a new strange stunning feeling..
I can't explain it...
It's coming...but what's coming?
Be my eyes, tell me what I'm seeing..
The grass if soft under my hands...
I'm not blind, I'm out of my body...
This is the black forest...

The sunlights warm on my back and there's a tudor cottage, small and covered in hay. My hearts hurting , my heads spinning...I feel numb yet awake. The air is warm and perfect, the dew glistens and shines on unique plants too essentric for me to describe yet I feel like I've been here all my life. Inside, warm arms welcome me here and a shining face. My grandmother? Thats what I think, but those are not her eyes. I know those eyes and yet I fear them as well.
I'm a foolish girl who's afraid of the dark, afraid of being trapped.

I'm always trapped in some ways...
Just still darkness and a new strange stunning feeling..
I can't explain it...
It's coming...but what's coming?
Be my eyes, tell me what I'm seeing..
The grass if soft under my hands...
I'm not blind, I'm out of my body...
This is the black forest...


And that is all...
That is all it will ever be..
Is a black forest...
My own grave...

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In the Summer my eyes were opened
In the Fall I dug my grave
In the Winter I wandered into a world of wonder.
In the Spring I'll repeat the same.
But when will Autumn come?
And what will it bring?....

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Elie87x
Rachael the RedHeaded Angel


Posts: 315
Joined: Feb. 2009
Posted: April 08 2010,10:05 pm

He betrayed me...
My only crime was love, deep love...
And he betrayed me..
Spawned the birth of a child through another womans womb.
It wasn't my place, just my doom.
But I'm glad you didn't let me fall so far, my mistique dark angel. I knew you where there and still teaching me.
You exposed the truths and lies, you made me aware..
I thank you...

I send the pain below for a better day when it will rise again.
I cry not, I shed no tears.
He who tried to destroy me, only destroyed so little.
Merely invoked my memmory, a tip pinneedle..
I thank the hand that slapped me...
I thank it for reminding me..
Love is foolish...

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In the Summer my eyes were opened
In the Fall I dug my grave
In the Winter I wandered into a world of wonder.
In the Spring I'll repeat the same.
But when will Autumn come?
And what will it bring?....

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Elie87x
Rachael the RedHeaded Angel


Posts: 315
Joined: Feb. 2009
Posted: June 11 2010,8:36 pm

It's something within me....
I can't let it out.
A monster in my womb, a demon in my belly.
The lover on my bed.
The sickness in my stomach.
Blocking in my way, locking the key.
Shattering the crystal, fucking up my day...

It's always at my back, it's always watching from the window.
Waiting for a chance to take me home.

So deep inside of me that it makes me shiver.
Without control, with no contempt..
All my hatred, all my regrets.
It's feasting on me..
Eating me slowly..

When I blink, I remember.
I take breath, never a bow.

Finally it's become clear to me now...

It's all you...

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In the Summer my eyes were opened
In the Fall I dug my grave
In the Winter I wandered into a world of wonder.
In the Spring I'll repeat the same.
But when will Autumn come?
And what will it bring?....

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Elie87x
Rachael the RedHeaded Angel


Posts: 315
Joined: Feb. 2009
Posted: June 18 2010,10:36 am

(Random: I just felt like writing this. Out of a sheer good mood and good feeling lol.) It's called an Ode for new begginings.

So it came to pass, my days in shadow have proven themselves worthy.
I've hid in it's arms long enough and felt it's cold embrace. I learned it's wisdom and now I can set down my fine blade. For once I get to slip off this armor and wear a light summers dress. Untie the knot and let the flames of my scalp settle down. I  leave my guard for only a moment during this peaceful time, but I know I haven't really won the fight. I've passed through my share of thorns, thistles and blisters.
Seen many cold cutthroat nights. My share of that world isn't over. Time merely rises, falls and changes as it decends.


 The Dragon didn't get me, if anything he is now on my side.
Not everyday is a battle, not everyday is a war. Life is a blessing.
It is what you make it to be, it is what's been given to you and you got one houndred years to make it into something more. Forsake the money you have, your riches your plunder and your glory can wait. Put down your sword and enjoy the moment. Save your energy for the days when you will have to raise it again.
You will certainly rise with great Spirits!


Let it be known on this passing day. That I have loved and never have loved deeper. Not love any mere man or woman could ever find, and it is far from perfect.
It's the bone of my knuckles, the flame of my fire and a beautiful carving of ice.
With shades of red and blue, pinks and purples, gray scales and brown owls.
You will find no perfection in this world and yet you will find that everything already is perfect, I have looked and learned. It is the dents and eyesoars that make you marvel. Because through them, you begin to understand who, what, where and when we are...
 
                      ...So let it begin...

Edited by Elie87x on June 18 2010,10:44 am

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In the Summer my eyes were opened
In the Fall I dug my grave
In the Winter I wandered into a world of wonder.
In the Spring I'll repeat the same.
But when will Autumn come?
And what will it bring?....

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